it’s been so so so so long since i posted. i’m not sure if this is a good or a bad thing.
i graduate from high school on saturday. baccalaureate was tonight, and it was actually really cool - there was a huge thunderstorm so there wasn’t any power in the auditorium, so it had a [...]

posted in forever.
school’s almost done.
prom was okay.
i’m broke.
i found out i get attached too easily.
i need to write address graduation announcements
i’m going to boston univeristy for the next 4 years.

lately i’ve wanted to sit perfectly still, sort of like the lotus flower game for wii fit, just to see if i can. i’ve become excellent at the wii game because i know to suck in my breath and hunch my lower back and collapse in on myself until i’ve become exactly what the balance [...]

i feel like i’m outgrowing this, even though i don’t want to. it’s been over 2 years, and so much has changed. maybe i’ll give it up once i go to college, i don’t know.
i’ve been really tired the past week. i’m in a fight with my school’s administration at the moment, because they’re not [...]

i don’t update this as regularly as i should. it’s been getting harder to find the motivation to write anything, partly because i’ve been busy with schoolwork and life in general, and partly because i’m getting really lazy (a side effect of senioritis).
i don’t remember the last time i wrote this, but life has been [...]

there was a fire, and both my parents and brother died in it. i can’t remember specifics, just crying and thinking about how alone i was in the world. i remember going to the bank and seeing if they’d let me take over my dad’s bank account because i was 18, and i also remember [...]

oh my god, i fucking love france. i’m really really sad to be back in the states. alex is possibly one of the coolest people i’ve ever met, and i pretty much loved everyone in france. screw the fact that it rained almost every day.
there’s too much to write about. way too much. here are [...]

i’m leaving for the airport in 45 minutes ish. 3 days in paris, then a week in normandy. when we get to bayeux (the town in normandy), i’m going to stay with this guy named alex - apparently one of my friends knows him from when she went last year and he’s great, so that [...]

i can’t believe it’s already sunday. this 3 day weekend felt like 3 hours.
my day: lay in bed until 12, shower, sort of start studying for english, shop, go to work and pick up my paycheck, come home, study more.
i bought 2 pairs of boots and a new bag. screw the fact it’s white and [...]

why can no one tell when i’m upset? seriously, it’s probably one of the most annoying things ever, i keep waiting for someone to mention it but no one ever does and then i’m just like “…” i mean just even a “hey, are you okay, you seem a little off” would make me feel [...]